its funny.

i never meant to type another post here. because i thought i had moved on. and moved on WITH YOU (:

but its funny.

its a wonder how you can still tear my heart to peices and make me feel so lonely. even if we're together.

its funny

how you can make my chest empty, as if my soul just disintegrated, without even emptying it. and no matter how sometimes i try to be understanding, its difficult.

its funny

how i'm so lost when i'm with you. i just lose all my confidence. and you break me down so easily. my thoughts go astray when i think of you. and how i wish it would be better.

its funny

that in the end. i still love you for who you are. and not who i want you to be.




because its my fault