" It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me"

ok i feel worse today

jeff worked on my hamstrings which massacred me cos of my injury

and he worked to kill me with the arms.

GRRRR... i'll look like an idiot who has no control over his arms and legs tomorrow at the wedding.

i have no idea why. but i'm looking forward to saturday. i need to keep my mind off things for a while i guess.

when life forgot about you

"Once in a lifetime,
You find someone,
Who not only touches your heart
But your soul.

Once in a lifetime,
You find someone,
Who stands next to you,
Not above you.

Once in a lifetime,
You find someone,
Who loves you for who you are,
Not for who you could be.

Once in a lifetime,
If you are lucky,
You'll find someone,
Just as I have found you."

i hate it when jeff works on my shoulders and arms.

cos it usually means that i can't move them for the next 2 days

can't play golf for the next 2 days

and DIE for the next round.

its good the michelle thing is over. don't you think?


.

"You stole the key to my heart, yet you never opened it. you never wanted too. and just maybe the lock decided to change"


there are hearts sitting underneath my table.

spilt from the glass bottle.

"she was my suger and i was her coffee. when we mixed together it was so sweet. we were inseperable, literally"

this world is as diverse as the mind, for every simpleton wants to be a genius.

and when you can't exactly pinpoint what you're looking for, the only constant is love isn't it?

because only with love can you know what you want.

because only with love can you know what you should strive for.

because only with love will you know how to fight for it.

because you only want the best

and you only want her

it really is irritating when you're stuck in the middle, with everyone not telling you anything.

274. 268. 254. 242.
2 Rafflesians, 2 ACSians
Havoc

"I know you will never give me all i want. but beleive me. all i want is you"

i love it when i sit in the car, cruising down boulevards and roads in the middle of the night. and when the SL purrs and powers the engine under the hood, you feel the immense torque. can you feel the enigma?

its not about the speed. its the tranquility that appeals. because only then does your mind get interestingly clear.

and you only start to think rationally when your mind is void of all clutter. sometimes you need that jerk, that same jerk you get when you drink calamansi.

sadly, And that only happens when you are sitting about a 120km/h revolving wheel. and the world practically flies past in an instant. and you try to look out for something eye-catching to fill the mind. where!

and yet you kept floating in and out of my mind today. no matter what i engrossed myself in, there was SOMEHOW, always some part of you in everything that i do. like an omni-presence that i can't prove. and its something i can't stop. something i cannot rebel.

i sent a friend and his sister off today. and i realised how vulnerable the both of us are. there are problems that only the other can see. and only the other can reach out to solve. and yet for some reason, I COULD NOT INFILTRATE YOUR THOUGHTS and murk them. i was distracted, and i don't know why. its because of her. is it not emotional blackmail?

and as i sit here, jamming away at the computer. i wonder whether it is all worth it. for my mind to fill with a fantasy too complicated. i've been hearing things. and people have been telling me things. i have only myself to believe in because that is what i hold fast. so fast, that it creeps into the depths, the abyss of my mind, even when my thought are to run free. for you're my one and only nova

to understand the start, you have to read the end:
don't you just love riddles?

"the perfect guy is the guy who could pick to go anywhere in the world and pick to do anything, but chooses to be by your side."

life is like a car on the road to nowhere.

its the person, the driver that picks and decides where he wants to steer it. and who he wants to share his car with.

sometimes when the car gets too fast, its time to slow down.

and when the car gets sick, its time to stop.

sometimes when the car gets too hot, or when there are too many occupants clouding the space, you turn the air conditioning up.

and when you come to a bump, you slow down.

sometimes, when you see the beautiful landscape. you stop to admire.

and sometimes you admire too much that you fall in love with it. and you step out of the vehicle. and you just stare in awe and wonder.

you fall deeper. and you forget the car.

what have i done.

no zong ye.
SMART ASS 2
haha

Boy: You're my best friend aren't you.
Girl: Yes, and I will always be here for you.
Boy: I know. Sigh.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like this girl. I like her so much!
Girl: Go talk to her, dope.
Boy: I don't know. I don't think she'll ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: Haha. Thanks for the encouragement. But i just want to tell her how i feel about her.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: But what if she doesn't like me?
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can tell? The little things tell.
Girl: What if you just confess to her and be done with it!
Boy: But what should I say!
Girl: Tell her how much you like her and how much she means to you.
Boy: I tell her that every single day.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. And I tell her how much I appreciate her. But. She never seems to know.
Girl: I know how you feel. I guess I have the same problem too.But I know he'll never like me.
Boy: Why don't YOU just tell me. Who do you like anyway
Girl: Oh some guy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know? And how did you know who she is?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to tell her?
Boy: I just did.

Cliche. Aren't all love stories?

but i know how i want mine to turn out.

SMART ASS

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it
keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always
perseveres.
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7

and we wait and we hope and we protect till the sun goes down.
and we persevere no matter what. because love does so. and our hearts do so

maybe. just maybe.

things not to do in the United Kingdom

1) Watch a Manchester United Match in an Arsenal Supporting town
2) Eat Hainanese Chicken Rice in London
3) Think in dollars rather then in pounds
4) Forget to times three when looking at prices and regret later
5) Think 15 degrees is really 15 degrees.
6) Answer a call and fool someone that you're in Singapore (HAHAHA i'm not paying :P)
7) Sit next to a brit who thinks he's damn thin on the plane
8) Accept an invitation to a fraternity party (I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS)
9) Know you're better at physics and help correct Perse's student's display
10) Forget that UK thinks in miles instead of kilometers
11) Ogle at Bentleys, Merc, and Porches
12) Try to take a picure at some SUPER crowded place
13) Forget that its eight hours behind Singapore and call someone up
14) Live at a bed and breakfast house
15) Think a four star hotel is a four star hotel
16) Forget that all Brits think peeps with yellow skin cannot speak English
17) Forget how to complete the square
18) Forget why the moon doesn't revolve around Earth at right angles
19) Forget to buy a ticket before boarding the bus
20) Not know where you're going when you board a bus

actually i wrote a list that had like 50 do and don'ts and left them on the PLANE. sigh.

Sorry Mr. Benedict! I promise you next time ok? But its not my fault!

England is a beautiful place. London Eye, Parliament House, Cambridge, LSE, Oxford, Kings, Buckingham and what not.

I've fallen in love.

DON'T PREPARE FOR THINGS YOU KNOW WON'T EVER COME TRUE.

oh wells. back up plan? anyone?

thanks

ok i'm spamming.

i've had the worst day of my life.

can you imagine. NO YOU CAN'T

i wish everything would go on playback

I SHOULD NEVER HAVE ASKED.

DAMMIT. I KNEW THE ANSWER ALREADY

IDIOT. THERE WAS NEVER A POINT.

YOU WEREN'T EVEN TRYING TO HELP.

my friend said that when you sneezed, someone was thinking about you.
she also said that when you dropped an eyelash, someone is missing you.

its funny. i'm sneezing. but i know its because of the flu. I'M SNEEZING BUCKETS. but just maybe? JUST MAYBE YOU DOPE. don't you think too far.

i just cannot imagine the things that i've done and am going to do.

if my mom ever knows about tomorrow, I AM DEAD. but oh wells. its after the o levels and i think it'll come in handy sometime.

i'm ranting. i'm lost and i have no idea what i'm talking about.

Physics. Chemistry. Maths. Economics. China Studies. English.

Enough said